Thursday, October 25, 2007
ohhh im blogging everyday.
just wanna say, i do not regret going to stnicks today :D
love our discussions! so fun and so enriching at the same time
this is how education should be like :))
ah i never stop appreciating what friends can do.
9:00 PM
i will say what i like
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Unruly tongue
Always ready
To hurt someone
Unruly tongue
Careless and dumb
Deadly with devilish venom
Striking suddenly to numb
Subtle and belittling it comes
To steal your life and fun
Throw you into a tailspin
An emotional demise within
The unruly tongue tantalizes
Seeks to get and self-actualizes
Others it speedily despises
As it beguiles and disguises
Itself in tasty tender verbiage
Heartless beneath as garbage
...
Paul Davis
HAHA i think this poem best describes how im feeling now.
and maybe it best describes me
hoho. im not denying it... but somehow, i like it.
you don't like? ok loh no one ask you to talk to me.
belief in oneself and confidence in one's own behaviour is very important.
frank is just how i feel like being sometimes.
im fine with people not liking me you know, especially if i don't like them either :)
ooohhh i feel cocky.
but generally, im pretty easyyyy.
there are just some people in the world. some. who deserve it.
but its ok,
3:45 PM
liting's first ever couplet
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
'gas! gas! quick boys!' but there was no gas!
and they never put humpty dumpty together again.
it's like spending your whole life chasing your tail,
when you finally get it, you realise bitting your own tail hurts.
so what if you got it in the end?
maybe perserverance isn't really the best way
it really does depends on what's your goal
some people have got the worst targets one could ever wish for.
but of course, they don't know that
ah the irony of life.
12:04 AM
People who cannot achieve, would have to lie that they can,
at all cost.
Is this the world i'm living in nowadays?
world full of cheaters, who choose to do wrong so others will gain a different impression.
11:40 AM
things i want to do after my alvls:
1. go for cooking lessons
2. teach myself to play the guitar
3. earn money and start a book collection
4. fulfill japlan :)
5. find more 'other world' literature
go liting!
12:46 PM
CHECK THIS OUT
Saturday, October 20, 2007
J.K. Rowling Outs Hogwarts Character
Oct. 19, 2007, 9:05 PM EST
NEW YORK (AP) -- Harry Potter fans, the rumors are true: Albus Dumbledore, master wizard and Headmaster of Hogwarts, is gay. J.K. Rowling, author of the mega-selling fantasy series that ended last summer, outed the beloved character Friday night while appearing before a full house at Carnegie Hall.
After reading briefly from the final book, "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows," she took questions from audience members.
She was asked by one young fan whether Dumbledore finds "true love."
"Dumbledore is gay," the author responded to gasps and applause.
She then explained that Dumbledore was smitten with rival Gellert Grindelwald, whom he defeated long ago in a battle between good and bad wizards. "Falling in love can blind us to an extent," Rowling said of Dumbledore's feelings, adding that Dumbledore was "horribly, terribly let down."
Dumbledore's love, she observed, was his "great tragedy."
"Oh, my god," Rowling concluded with a laugh, "the fan fiction."
Potter readers on fan sites and elsewhere on the Internet have speculated on the sexuality of Dumbledore, noting that he has no close relationship with women and a mysterious, troubled past. And explicit scenes with Dumbledore already have appeared in fan fiction.
Rowling told the audience that while working on the planned sixth Potter film, "Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince," she spotted a reference in the script to a girl who once was of interest to Dumbledore. A note was duly passed to director David Yates, revealing the truth about her character.
Rowling, finishing a brief "Open Book Tour" of the United States, her first tour here since 2000, also said that she regarded her Potter books as a "prolonged argument for tolerance" and urged her fans to "question authority."
OMG hahahahah...
i never, ever, suspected.
seems like this is not the right occasion to show you guys my new loveee.
but im gna do it anw
matong i swear this is ALL your fault. heh heh.
but some mistakes can be forgiven :)
he looks so cute here omgggg so young. ah sekime :)
masaki okada. hahaha... eeee so cute.
im feeling sad that i cant read jap. all of a sudden i wish i was yining!
haha.. oh well.
aww no shuwei i still love you its ok.
9:45 PM
an evaluation.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
I once had a classmate, called shirlin whom i couldn't understand at all. She always wanted to be better then others in aspects that seem really strange to me and they really are aspects which we are usually taught not to possess.
Like, how she was proud that she was fatter then me(i kid you not)
and how she always wanted to be lazier then the rest,
how she always had to be richer... (she said she has 15 phones, well.)
how she wanted to have the worst attitude.
Maybe she wanted to be known, like infamously.
i must say she made it quite well...
I was pretty damn glad she was out of my life when sec 2 ended.
and what struck my childish sec 2 mind was.. WHAT THE HELL?!
Now, her memory's back to haunt me.. in another form of course.
till now, i still cannot understand/comprehend/sympathise with such people.
Is it really worth being given attention because you are the dumbest person anyone has ever met? or that you are the person with the WORST sense of humour?
does anyone get any positive attention by picking on other people's lives???
and not to mention, pointing out how much lousier people did their work compared to you........ i don't think so.
what's worst is that,
shirlin had smth this person doesn't.
this person, she's really just acting and may i say, she's not very good at that. resulting in a kind of limbo.. and this, is why i feel any kind of pity for this person.
neither famous nor infamous. stuck in the middle, neither here nor there, overlooked, always receiving less attention.
a secret wish to be noticed, never to come true.
a simple wish to be important, overwritten by one's own actions.
well well well... maybe there's some kind of deeply inflicted old wound that causes heavy heavy inferiority complex, i don't know.
but its still not an excuse to cause so much irritation for others.
like i always say, some people will never know.
and this includes myself of course (i know, you know)
i just spoke to my bro bro.
i miss him la.. so sad.
wish he'd come back soon.
5:48 PM
i stubbed my little toe and it hurts.
ah.... liz was so funny.
anw when i was asleep, i hit the toe AGAIN.
on my shelf and the pain lasted for 3o minutes i swear.. AHHH so painful ok.
oh well i just came online and GUESS WHAT
kunda just posted on the energy blog. OMG so he's online right. now.
sitting at home, and had just finihsed typing his entry. WOOHOO
im feeling so excited about that la!! i cant believe it hahaha..
11:36 AM
meeting liz later to studyy.
anw, ytd was a very very bad day for delia and i, i think you'd agree delia :)
haiii i've been reading all my friends' sappy blog entries
AND THEY MAKE ME TEAR argh.
and i decided... they did all the sappiness for me.
i just want to tell all you guys you've all been great.
i really do regret the late-ness in which we got to know each other.
haha... from now on, we strive as a class ok!
all the fun we had as a class and the great great great camaraderie we had with all our lamo spewing of lit terms and quotes from the books.
maybe when i quote my books during the exams,
'everyone belongs to everyone else' or
'orgy porgy ford and fun
kiss the girls and make them one'
my heart will twitch once again.
ah.
when we all pass our math im gna be so happy.
yes we will!
we're gna prove everyone wrong and do well for math.
OMG i'm never gna have lessons as a class with you fellas again.
omgggggggggggggg. somehow, every one time smth ends i always can't get over what we had even though we didn't exactly enjoy it when it was happening.
haha i rmb, whenever i feel irritated about school, i'll think abt how its all gna end so soon and i'll definitely be missing it.
i'll still be irritated. fine. but its an appreciative kinda irritated.
HAHA. i dunno what im talking abt.
i think you guys made such a huge impact one me, being the first class i had since leaving stnicks (where i kinda knew everyone haha).
never gna forget the moments we had.
9:29 AM
today was the last day of school.
EH I VERY SAD ONE LEH
whole day, i just couldn't get myself to laugh properly.
haha ok until the ghost stories started.
ahh tonight, i must take the opportunity to sleep early!!!!
why must we only get closer in j2? HUH.
the Man up above's playing a joke on us.
when i look at the class poloriod,
my heart twitches.
AH.
9:00 PM
SABAI SABAI
Saturday, October 06, 2007
bird thong chai is just a bad name.
jhahahahaha.. shuduan you're a piece of shit you know!
oh well.
eh today we were talking abt my eyelids as an indicator of my energy level.
if no double eyelid, WOW IM COOL AND WIDE AWAKE.
one side got double eyelid, im tired (which is the case everyday for a month alr)
both has double eyelids, stay away from me.
whoots.
today we went out to study...
fun fun funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
met yanni after sooo long! so nice. haha..
stupid matong got me addicted to hana kimi OMG... eee all the boys there are cute la.
seee jap is always better then korean! yeah man.
hahaha... yes the gay part is SUPER funny.
i was laughing and guffawing like a baby i tell you.
hmm.. yes. i must definitely finish it soon.
heh heh.
ahhh ok bye for now.
10:04 PM
in need of some support.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Holy Spirit, be behind me to support me.
Holy Spirit, be in front of me to guide me.
Holy Spirit, be beside me to hold my hands.
Holy Spirit, but above me to grant me wisdom.
Holy Spirit, be within me to remind me never to give up and to live life fully.Oh man, i was just reading this...
such a strong prayer.. haha even tho i'm not christian.
i rmb the last ever mass we had in stnicks.
this was the prayer we did. for our last lap to olvls.
we all cried like nobody's business.. hah that day i really felt that intangible bond we have formed, or i have formed with sn these 10 years down the road :)
man i miss it.. that last mass meant alot to me.
and we did the time machine thing! hahah wrote a msg to our future selves.. wah supposed to go collect from the homec teacher when we are 21. HAHA... wonder whether she really kept it la!! maybe we can have this cool reunion.. like for class of '05. ah COOOL...
i dont rmb what i wrote alr.. haha..
OH WELL. i know, im reminiscing again!
but its really times like this i wish i cld be back in those carefree days.
YES I WAS CAREFREE AT 16. compared to know. can you believe it?
if i were to go back to the past and told my 16 year old self, 'hey, you have no idea what fortune you have now' she would scoff and laugh at me.
hahah eh i think all normal human beings are like that right.
oh well. just now i was trapped outside the house
so i decided to do smth useful like climb stairs.
WAH MY STAMINA CANNOT MAKE IT LEH.
last time odac training, climb with weights can do like 5,6 times up and down.
NOW?! now i climb ONCE without weight up and down 15 lvls and im dead.
hahaha.... shit im a shadow of my past la.
but nvm i cont'd climbing and climbed for 20+ min!
cool now i feel so fresh. exercising does miracles, it does.
take my word for it.
hai. anw, i was just wondering....
how does it feel like to be constantly insecure, worried, and irritated.
miserable existence, isn't it.
can't imagine living like that.....
HM.
Fifteen there's still time for you
Twenty two I feel her too
Thirty three you’re on your way
Every day's a new day...
Fifteen there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey fifteen,
there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
7:59 PM
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
ohmybloodyshit got this from yanni. its not sweet la!!!
if i were the son I'll be so disgusted.
eh yanni, i don't think it means they don't have sex.. think its just they don't wanna have their own kids la. incest!
the picture of the bears jsut adds to the sickening effect.
they seem to be grinning at me with pretentious innocence! omghskzjfbs
8:21 PM
i realise something today
my blog goes kuku if you view it from mozilla.
haha.. yes. so it looks funny..
my archives are not floating from internetexp. leh.............
how huh.
4:59 PM
